Friend Forever?

Ever regretted that you shut a friend out of your life? I never thought I would, but I do now. There was a friend that I was very closed to but we had a big fight way back then. Even though we reconcile after, but we lost our closeness. Every time we saw each other and we would nod and chat about random stuff, but we don't let each other into our lives anymore. I never thought I would regret that. Friends come and go. I lost this friend, but I made some other new friends. Who care about one? So some of us are trying to schedule dinner next week since we haven't seen each other for awhile. And today when I am chatting with my friend to check if my friend going. Then I realized a lot of thing happened lately and I really regretted that we didn't talk at all last while. Some kind of friend I am! We shared so much with each other before, about our goal, our view in life, our plan. And nowadays we just don't do that anymore. So today I just found out that my friend has been struggling alot with work, family and relationship lately and I really regretted that we never truly reconcile after the fight. I never stand on the side to support my friend when needed. I am glad I had this chance to chat today and hopefully our friendship changed again.

Tough Luck?

I had the worst luck as a project manager ever. Within a month, I have one developer's wife who needed to go to hospital because of stomach problem, one tester who needed immediate operation, one developer who had lung problem and waiting for operation, another developer who had diagnosed with virus. I mean how many project manager had to deal with that many people got sick in a month and all of them are serious sickness. :( Problem is I can't just replace them because developers need time to ramp up. Last project, both my tester and developer left the company. I have only one conclusion. The problem is me.